The Master Cleanse Site

I started the master cleanse on august 1, 2008 went almost the whole day and then just decided to stop because i had an event. Yes i know that my reasoning is flawed.  So i started again on august 3 with a renewed energy to make the whole day and again, i stoped half way through again, had some chips and some nuts.  So, you got it right i started again on monday august 4 and as you probably already guessed i stopped halfway through again.  So this morning i am wondering what the hell is wrong with me.  I am currently on vacation and i decided to use the master cleanse as a kickstart too healthy eating and all that jazz.  Needless to say, you probably have picked up that i have some kind of problem, lol.  I have been battling weight loss for god knows how long.  I am 35 and in December i turn 36 and i just want to lose some weight or even better, stick to a plan long enough to see results.  On the three days that i tired and failed at the master cleanse i did feel very good.  I find the cleanse is not at all difficult, it is my mind that keeps playing all kinds of games on me.  At present i am 246.5 lbs and i stand 5ft 1 inch in height.  You do the math, i have done it way too many times.  So this is what i am going to do, i am going to use this forum to share my journey with the world, or with anyone else who needs to know that losing weight is the easy part, sticking to a program is the difficult thing.  The  strange thing is that i can stick to anything else i put my mind too.  So why is weight loss such a challenge.  Well hopefully we will all find out as i share the ups and downs of my journey on this blog.  So today August 5, 2008 is the offical first day again, and i plan to make it a no cheat day.  Check in tomorrow and you will find out if i have survived on my road to health.